I didn't do it.  Melanie stopped me.  I was going to, but, I didn't.  And to Kelsi.  You were right, I did do the same thing, and I almost made the stupidest mistake of my life for going to take it.  I'm going to therapy now and everything is getting better little by little.  Everything else that is going wrong in my life still is, but I am dealing with it in more and more poetry and dansing my fucking heart out.  Therapy is good too.

Sorry to the people I worried.

Love without Pain,

                            Matt

It's all my fault.  I know it is.  She did it because of me.  I cheated on her and got caught.  She gave me a second chance, yet I blew it yet again with another girl.  It's all my fault and I don't blame her for doing what she did.  I just hope that one day she'll forgive me. I know I broke her heart, but, I just want her to forgive me.

I'm sorry Kelsi.

And to everyone else.  I'm leaving.  I won't be coming back.  Good luck with your lives, I'll see what the afterlife of here has left for me.

Good-Bye,

                 Matt

Yesterday was my birthday!  I didn't get on because I was having way too much fun back in Ex. Springs with Melanie!!

It was pretty cool.

On Wednesday, I got a call from my "girlfriend".  She kissed another fucking guy.  I can't believe she fucking did that.  She called me and told me what happened.  After she asked if I was mad at her, I yelled at her and hung up on her in mid-sentence.

I can't believe she would do that.  I'm here in Michigan doing whatever I can to prevent myself from that situation, and she goes and does it.  Wtf?

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I didn't like having so many people commenting me and stuff, so now I am down to only a few.  Please don't attack me with eprops.